Kantoi...

essh.. kantoi... haha.. today i was talking with my fren, then she asked how was my group work.. then i started to complain to her..

me : argh.. u know my group 7 ppl, but only 3 ppl turned up including me, that means 4. haihz.
her : eh, i'm in that group oso la..

hahahahahaha!!! i felt so embarassed..!!! really kantoi..!! then we laughed together, i hope she din think i bitch abt the group alot.. hahaha.. anyway...

so i'm stuck today in my business computing with my lecturer who makes lame jokes... for example, he was explaining about some excel buttons, then there is this button called the "Formula Bar"... then he went on saying, "well, it's not a place u can order and drink formulas"..

*crickets in the background*

u see.. this is wat u learn in business computing lectures... tsk tsk...

new toilet bowl..

The problem with me is i tend to get tired with things.. for example, it seems i've been bloggin ever since i started this blog, i bet, in a matter of time, i would blog 2 days once, then later, once a week, then later once a month.. then later, forget all abt it, then start again.. this habit is bad... haihz..

today i had 2 group meetings... crraazzyy... each meeting ran like for 2/3 hours... so tirreed... it wasn't like i had any breaks.. after lecture, had lunch, then went to tutes.. then straight after, 2/3 hours of brain storming... then the next meeting, same thing.. i think i've overworked my brains for today.. haihz.. hardly haf time to study.. all group work.. in a way, it's good, coz these assignments carry 30-40% of the total course marks.. so it's not too bad, it'll help me in the exams... hopefully...

it was so funny during of the meeting, we were discussing about the assignment, and we kinda "stole" ideas from the other high distinction groups.. we din actually steal... but we took pics.. then Eugenia (my uni mate) figured out the words and sentences.. and it din help that my phone's picture resolution was good.. but anyways, we got wat we wanted... kekeke..

i wanna cut my hair.... but i kept thinking whether should i or not... firstly, guys like girls who haf long hair.. girls with short hair dun get any action.. and plus they tend to stereotype girls with short hair that they are wild... but i'm not.. i;m so pure.... =p hmm.. but the hair's mine.. and guys dun determine my decision... haihz.. i dunno... nemind.. i'll think abt whether i wanna cut my hair ornot later... now haf to think abt tests and assignments... haihz...

gotta study... help me...

Nature can be scary..

i just watched a movie on tv... "10.5"... made me think, wat if i was in there... it's scary.. i wouldn't know wat to do.. well.. i know that i will be goin to heaven if i leave this world.. so it wouldn't matter.. would it..? haha.. i wouldn't know.. i might be too scared to think about where i would go.. i would just run... haha.. These movies such as "10.5" and "The Day After Tomorrow" always made me think, if i was in that situation, this is wat i would do;

in "10.5", i would be..... err.... hmm...

skip that, in "The Day After Tomorrow", i might stay with Jake Gyllenhal (not sure of the spelling).. But on the other hand, i would follow the majority of people walking across the to another state.. i mean, u would go with the flow right..?

actually, i wouldn't know wat i would do if i was in that situation... prob just stay and pray.. haha.. dunno.. or even go to church? haha.. safer maybe..?

is this nature....? if it is, then no point in saving the environment... coz we're helping trees but the earth and weather is killing us.. so how..?

but anyways, all these are just movies... i'm begining to think movies are becoming reality...becoz i've experienced the earthquake back home.. and earthquakes is not supposed to be there... it doesn't help that i was staying temporarily on the 26th floor... talk about coincidence... made me think hmm, do i wan to stay in a condominium... scary...

the earth is falling apart... so why help it... =p

eesh.. why do i always think about all these....

why do i realise things later..

The thing about me is that i always tend to realise things slower... like for example, today, i thought i took a black bra from my luggage... i wore it and all.. then when i came back from an outing, i realised, my bra was not black at all... it was olive green..!! it's either i never took notice.. or my eyes are playing tricks on me... it's weird..

This "Why-do-i-always-realise-things-later" doesn't only happen to clothes.. it happens to the things i do, the people i'm close with... and the feeling can just come to you in a flash, it's odd.. like it was so long ago, like maybe 2 yrs ago...

i'm finally blog-ing.. prob becoz i'm too bored, and there;s practically nothing else to do here anyway... argh.. the weather here is so dry.... my skin's itching... lucky it din itch when i was out.. but it's so dry.. i had to put on moisturiser.... haihz.. but today was fun.. din planned to do anything.. but after getting a call from iris to look out the window, she was there with her frens.. having lunch.. on the grass.. outside the state library.. i never actually sat on grass since primary school... and that was just becoz we had to.. i was scared that the moist from the grass will stick onto my ass.. but luckily.. it didn't..

yea and so, one of iris's fren left for home... and we went to the state library.. i felt like a tourist, first time stepping into the state library... then there was this hall so quiet... i coughed a lil, and u can hear the echo, it was so farni.. then iris was like... "i dare u to scream...dare u, dare u, dare u.." well, i din scream.. but i coughed really loudly.. and there were ppl staring at us, i quickly went out of the hall.. this iris ar... bad influence...

i felt weird.. so many books.... i never seen so many books in my life b4... dowan to say it out loud, later ppl will think i'm dumb or something.. haha

then after we went to the botanical gardens.. i think that's the name for the garden.. anyways.. there's this building that looks like a pyramid... i think it's a memorial for something.. some war... it felt creepy inside.. like pillars everywhere.. and the lights are so dimmed......

i know it's not something i would do normally like to visit the gardens and museums.. but dunno why since last year, i've become more fascinated with museums... and i wan to go to the zoo...
b4 my parents and i left for Aus, i was always saying i wan to go to the zoo.. but when we were here, we were too busy to even bother... never thought of it.. i will go one day.... hopefully the one day will come...